My desire to have my own family pushes me to join the dating sites. I didn't have much luck with men of my own race so I thought I might as well try my luck with men of other race. It wasn't easy as I almost fell to some online scammers. I would spend one hour per day visiting websites. I thought to myself that this is better than doing nothing. At least I have something to look forward to each day. Finally, I found the one. We started out with sending emails, at least one email per day. Then we moved to chatting and the rest is history. We got married one year after and I moved in to his country 4 months after our wedding. I was in my late 30's and he was in his early 40's. We've been married for 3 years and still counting.