I dislike most of my family members, I would not want them in my presence. I don't really care for family like I used because I have been down on my luck and was on the brink of living at a homeless shelter. I asked countless of family members if I could stay with them until I move into my place and some told me no because they don't allow people to live with them and their families and others came up with an excuse. From that point on, my whole perspective of family changed. That was the second time I reached out for help and no one was there. I am always giving and I got tired of helping others when no one is there for me. Someone I went to high school with who I barely knew allowed me to live with them. So, yeah I just don't deal with family.