I don't work anymore but have worked for over 20 years. I never thought about retiring. Now that I don't work, all I think about is how I can get back to work or do things to make money. I love work and making money, this period of time not working has been the hardest time of my life. People would say I should be grateful, but honestly I find purpose in hard work and think I will always want to be doing something, even if only part time.